What My Ancestors Wrote
God is like the sun
a light too fierce to face
so choose life
is unnamable
except by breath, wind, water,
roaring, whispering, seeking us
in desert and fog, on the mountain,
through the eyes of the fox,
and doe, through seasons of leaves
drunk on falling light, in the sometimes
howling wilderness of a solitary life
is the tree from which we eat
and should not, a knowing
rooted in division, the
belly of the whole,
upper waters longing
for the lower.
Community they wrote
is of God but not the essential
well of knowing and
unknowing which enters
through the murmuring deep,
dwells in tented bodies
of a stiff necked people whom even the great
teacher, an intimate of Oneness
struggled to know, to forgive.
Elohim they wrote is the spilling red
seeded pomegranate, echo
and sounding of distant bells
is entanglement, wrestling
in dream, word, silence,
is the poem, song
written and unformed
calling through us
letter by letter, to
we who are
the hollow, flute,
rock and cleft