A Prayer For Awakening
Please well of grace, keeper of
thresholds, root and
belly of all endings, all beginnings,
lead me into exile
away from my narrowed
mind, constricted heart,
remind me to wander in wonder
towards beauty, ephemeral
and constant.
Let me open as humbly
as a single daisy
who doesn’t crave
any other witness, acclaim
but only to be
this awakened
devotion.
May I be tuned
as a lone instrument
a single string
in the full orchestra,
a vibration of sorrow and joy
surrender and awe.
May this clinging I
leave behind
the encumbrances
of self, their tired repetitive stories,
hungry ghosts locked in
windowless rooms
and set barefoot
into emptiness
a mendicant,
my bowl filling with
generous silence.
May I, the one
who is a refugee,
heed the cry
of the ram’s horn
parting the fog
so that I might cross
once again
the portal
of my cleansed
home, reinhabited by
grace, compassion,
my garden calling
for me to kneel
on her open heart
and rest in gratitude
for who I am -
seed and the
knowing hands,
a fragile offering of
love, of possibility
returning.